Nostalgia

One of my friend is meeting her lover today. They keep fighting otherwise on phone. But these meetings seem to resolve all their differences. Sex is magical. Almost everything gets resolved between partners.
How I wish even I could do so. Things between us have gone beyond sex right. Always try to hide behind those laughter and jokes I crack. However I try it still hurts. The thought that we did share a beautiful relationship and how you changed as time passed. You grew up you claim or maybe it was me. We both had our faults but can't it be forgotten and forgiven. No, I guess. Something are just not forgotten and forgiven.
And now after all these years I am unable to bond with any man. Now I feel that I am just not meant to be with a man. That doesn't mean I don't miss it, I do. But can I do anything about it?